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I can be found at dianaingeborg1
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posting here to keep it active
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please everyone, friend me at </a></b></a></a></b></a>dianaingeborg1 , this journal is not letting me post photos no matter what I do. I will keep this one open so everything is still available but I do want to be able to post new pics

hoping to see you all there

HUGS!
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please everyone, friend me at </a></b></a>dianaingeborg1 , this journal is not letting me post photos no matter what I do. I will keep this one open so everything is still available but I do want to be able to post new pics

hoping to see you all there

HUGS!
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please everyone, friend me at dianaingeborg1 , this journal is not letting me post photos no matter what I do. I will keep this one open so everything is still available but I do want to be able to post new pics

hoping to see you all there

HUGS!

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MITs:
  1. nap
  2. fold laundry
  3. cope
  4. bake banana bread

Daybook:
I am thinking... so tired... i bumped up the meds and now they are making me tired, it will pass through, my nap was 4 hours long!

I am thankful for.......wonderful pain relief, almost all gone now!

From the kitchen... .banana bread..... cod cooked with garlic, crushed tomatoes and olive oil (pasta)

I am wearing... black jeans, a brown sweater (I know, better change the top before hubby comes home), a red and white headband

I am reading...the Gospel of Matthew (I have read some of the Bible but in bits and pieces, daily devotional and so on, now i want to read it straight through )

I am hoping... that hubby doesn't have to work this weekend

I am creating...a cleaner house where I will feel happier.

I am hearing... J watching star trek

Around the house..lots of laundry but I have caught up now

One of my favorite things...the black adder series we have on DVD

A few plans for the rest of the week...snuggle with hubby, maybe some gardening work

This week in the Church....nothing special really, high mass on Sunday

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MITs:
1 laundry, at least 2 loads
2 shopping for food
3 shopping medicines, 2 places
4 visit work and hand in my sick leave papers
5 cook turkey and make soup with the bones


Daybook:
I am thinking... I am really feeling better, I should be able to work again soon

I am thankful for...that the diet helps me not to feel hungry because i am eating so much lean protein and extra fat

From the kitchen... .roast turkey with zucchini, eggplant, peppers and onions roasted around it, plus rice and brown gravy for the others

I am wearing... gray jeans and a red long sleeved top with black print on the front, a red and white headband

I am reading...listening to a audiobook, of Terry Pratchet

I am hoping... that M's boyfriend will make her happy, they are going through a rocky period

I am creating...a knitting a baby scarf..

I am hearing... J watching Gilmore girls

Around the house...laundry

One of my favorite things...2 coffee mugs I received from my cousin as a housewarming gift, they have a matt finish and are very soothing to hold

A few plans for the rest of the week... catch up on housework...

This week in the Church....nothing special really, high mass on Sunday
 
  
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I did this test
http://www.beliefnet.com/Entertainment/Quizzes/BeliefOMatic.aspx
and came up with this

1. Orthodox Quaker (100%)
2. Mainline to Liberal Christian Protestants (99%)
3. Liberal Quakers (84%)
4. Seventh Day Adventist (82%)
5. Mainline to Conservative Christian/Protestant (80%)
6. Unitarian Universalism (74%)
7. Eastern Orthodox (73%)
8. Roman Catholic (73%)
9. Reform Judaism (65%)
10. Baha'i Faith (60%)
11. Orthodox Judaism (57%)
12. Islam (55%)
13. Sikhism (52%)
14. Mahayana Buddhism (49%)
15. Neo-Pagan (48%)
16. New Age (48%)
17. Theravada Buddhism (48%)
18. Hinduism (43%)
19. Secular Humanism (43%)
20. Jainism (42%)
21. New Thought (39%)
22. Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints (Mormons) (38%)
23. Taoism (37%)
24. Scientology (35%)
25. Christian Science (Church of Christ, Scientist) (32%)
26. Jehovah's Witness (29%)
27. Nontheist (27%)


i guess my church, liberal protestant is a good choice for me :D
but I need to read up on the Quakers!... I have always thought they are really cool though

 



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ok, as you have all figured out I am what we call here "under the ice"
as in not functioning
as in really sick

depression is eating away at me as I cannot do any of the things i need to do, my work is suffering, my home life is suffering, my KIDS are suffering.

the heavy epilesy medication I am taking helped some but not enough against the pain in my face ( trigeminus) and the side effects are crippling with enormous exhaustion

the PLAN 
love my doctor

1 fas out the medication (tegretol) that takes 3-5 weeks, during that time my pain will increase :(
2 then introduce a new medication, lyrica, which also may help my generalised pain, it is used to treat fibromyaligia in the States and it should help the trigeminus, it also helps anxiety.
3 referal to a pain specialist
4 referal to a fibromyalgia specialist (apparently we have moved away from the nervous exhaustion/ adrenal exhaustion theory to a fibro diagnosis)
5 he will be following me closely and I am to contact him if my depression is getting out of control, he doesn't want to treat it now as it is reactive, as in totally normal under the circomstanses. He wants to remove the cause if at all possible.
6 I continue losing weight to releive the stress on my joints, 8 kilos down now....

I love having a plan, it makes coping so much easier for me, like i have some control over this garbage

anyway

I owe one lovely lady a package, I am so sorry... it is in my mind, I know what I want to send, I just can't get myself in gear to get it done.... first Christmas, now Easter... maybe if I am lucky it will be sent soon , I really hope so ....

my lovely friends... I am so sorry to be moaning... I just want to keep you in the loop

hugs!
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